I wish I could tell the world
Life has been much masquerade.
But I guess behind all that pretty mask,
I'm still the same.
the girl inside
her life stories
talk to her
say hi - to her friends
Her past
Her Wishlist
She keepz her memOries
farewell

She's got her wishes listed..
+a vintage dress+
+altered jeans..i'm just too short+
+a belt+
+3/4 pantz+
+N72!!+
+Black pantz+
+Skirt+
+net leggings+
+a digital camera+
+tights+
+patent shoes+
+black headbands+
+longer hair+
+to be a better listener+
+watch a movie at Vivocity+
+be a better daughter+
+polish ayang's boots+
+have a dvd marathon at home with ayang+
+loads of ker-chingz+
+have 10 kids..erm... maybe? not? +
+go sentosa when the sun is shining ;I've got access to free pass!; +
+couple photoshoot+
+My 2 Degrees!+
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
It was Monday - ahh! Christmas. And Az slept over at my house. Had a wonderful nite. And it's been raining ever since i-dont-know-when. And the whole family decided to go to Changi beach to swim with my relatives. It was fun. But the sun wasnt shinning brightly. The sea's dirty with leaves aND yucky stuff..
How i miss Sentosa's beach.
So clean so nice.
Ahya! Dream on Diana.
Back to my story..and I and Az swam with the kids. They're so cute. Splashing water at me. Doing this doing that. Ahakz! Fun lah. And then when i had enough i went to eat! I was feeling so damn hungry. Poor thing Syasya didnt come. Or else it'll be more fun. aFter i ate i walk along the shore with Az by my side. I wonder if i hadnt met him..what life would be? Would i still be that ignorant bitch i used to be. It was nice..yea - and cold! Went to bathe and change together. Eheks. Saw this gerll whose looks like Ifa - Jan's fren - in the toilet. aNywayz.. OUr N70 got lost on that very day! Fark rite? gEez. I wonder who stole that fone?! It's a gift from ayang! I was totally devastated but what to do? wad's lost is lost. Finder's keepers. What ever lah. He was more angry and devastated then me. e kept quiet for.. lemme see.. an hour? wouldnt talk to me and stuff. Ahaks. I just kept quiet. I understooded his situation. Had to cancel the line and everything. Gees. He's one angry guy. Seram ehkz tengok. Saying that he wouldnt want to continue the cisco tests this coming weeks and he'd made up his mind. He's like.."I've made up my mind. Black is black. White is white."
But afterwards he was alright. I brought him along with me on a walk around changi to cool himself down. I beg and cried infront of him to continue the test. And surprisingly he said fine..he'll sit for the test. ahaks. Am i the only person who can make him change his mind? ehehhehh.. But ahya! In the end there's one day of revision, only one test on wednesday and another one on friday, and other test next week. Kanchiong abis ehkz! ahaks!! I help him pack his beg, organise his clothes, polish his boots while he studied for his test. I kinda like polishing his shoes. Felt like i'm one of them or sumthing. **yea ok! dream on diana.**
And guess what we bough the day before!
Nicey nice nice. We went to Eastpoint to get our hamster's shampoo and padding. Went around the mall to window shop. We saw this shoe and he insisted that we buy them together. It's nice yes but i just dont like it. Then i suggested we go to Tampines - just to get away from it. But over at TM there's this pasar malam and there's shoes on sale there. We bought ours for like.. $9.90 per pair. Quite nice. He insisted to pay for the shoes. But i wanted to pay for them too. Takkan asyik2 dia jek kan? kecian dia. But he did pay for it in the end. Since it was raining heavily - we decided to go into Tampines Mall. I wanted to buy headbands. Got them at IceLemonTee. Quite a beau. It's red in color. Very the beau. I like! And then i remembered that i needed a new shoe for attachment. I've always eyed this very-chic-but-tomboyish kinda shoe from Bata since like 2 months back? Love at first sight. Ahaks! And finally! I got the chance to buy it! Ahaks! Went to have dinner at LJS again! ahaks. We're difinitely LJS freaks.
I got to spent Chistmas eve and Christmas itself with Ayang. That's nice. Ahaks. I'm the Happiest gerll in the world!
The End, Shit.There's more next time. D`uh!
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
Me. Diana.
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TTSH;AN
Im as dead as living.
I'm not the person you thought I was.
I never was.
I never will be.
Sorry for letting you down.
Sorry you have to find out.
But you'll never know me.
And you'll never know my deepest darkest desires.